I (actually Llyle) found the missing one and I received the new one in the mail. It was in a very logical place. My finding skills are fading also. I remember thinking my Mom could find anything.
She was good!!!
But it kept getting darker and darker.
I finally realized I needed to talk to my Dr abouth this. Two weeks ago I went and was put on an antidepressant. I cannot begin to tell you the difference this has made in me. Oh my, I'm back to living one day at a time.